Thank you for all your comments and good feelings that are pouring my way!
Thank you Kay for opening up the gates for me and for all your advice and love!
I promise to get on some lighter subjects very soon.
I am beginning to cope and have great optimism. Thanks in a large part to all of you! I was keeping all the emotions inside of me and I was so fearful and lost. I am finding my way out of the cave and letting the sun shine in my life again!